The best friend..

Where does one even begin to explain how they fell for their ex boyfriends best friend? I think when shit like that happens to people its out of their hands. You can’t help the odds of that happening. If I could explain it, it probably started with how they understood me better than my boyfriend had. How they would do anything to make me feel comfortable in a room full of people. When they sincerely cared about my feelings and did anything to get to know me. Who made me comfortable in my own skin without being bare. Did anything they could do to hold a conversation with me and even hold it better than anyone else could. Or was it the idea of excitement of doing something wrong? Well, it might be wrong but I haven’t felt something so right in years. Its a shame to know I’ll never know what its like to be loved by you.